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PLKN (I)

Saturday, February 14, 2015

It's really been ages since my last update. Firstly, Happy Valentines Day earthlings. If you do notice my previous post, I was in PLKN for two months. I left Merang Suria Holiday Camp, Setiu Terengganu yesterday around 3 p.m. Initially I started off in Batu Jong, Kuala Krai Kelantan. Due to the massive flood and the heartbreaking destruction caused, we were forced to relocate in other campsite, which actually mean separation. Because other campsites won't be able to fit around 400 pelatih. All campsites in Kelantan were closed for refugee. We had our last Majlis Perpisahan and bid each other farewell. Most of the Kelantanese moved to campsite in Terengganu, Pahang to Perak while Terengganu to Pahang.

The first day I reached Merang Suria Holiday Camp (MSHC) I was quite surprised that we don't need to wash tableware. The line signal there is awesome. Their padang kawad is spacious but their dewan makan is terribly small lol.

I felt like a stranger, a passenger that didn't belong there. The feeling was dreadful and I was depressed. I fell sick, really sick that I didn't feel like leaving my bed, it was awful. My heartbeat was irregular and it thumped so fast. Most of us ( There are 36 of us ) got sick there, probably due to the weather and the food. Oh about the food, crap. Some times, I threw away the food, especially kuey teow and fish. It's not that my bad to waste food, but the food really taste bad. Majority ate Maggi instead of the food there, although it's very unhealthy, indeed. The people there were okay, unfriendly and friendly. I bet no one will know how terrible I felt when I got there. Some of us felt good, merely because previously in BJ, their dorm mates were bad. They made noises at wee hours, ate maggi etc. Previously, my dorm mates were really awesome really friendly. I miss them so much right now.

I miss her the most

There was nothing I could do but to accept what was planned by JLKN. I got accustomed to everything there because I knew the fact that life goes on no matter what happens or what is going to happen. We had latihan air, latihan menembak and wirajaya. I was in Alpha in both camps. In BJ Alpha was awesome but right in MSHC Alpha always fell in the last place. I didn't feel ashamed or what as I didn't belong MSHC frankly.
I finally know that it's not the farewell that hurts, it's the memories and the flashbacks that come later.
习惯是一个很可怕的东西，因为习惯，会觉得理所当然。因为习惯，没有人去想如果失去是什么模样。

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