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A little thought

Friday, July 4, 2014

It has been ages since I last updated my blog. I'm pretty sorry for this irresponsible act of neglecting my blog. As I mentioned in the previous blog post, I sat for driving test and guitar grade 3 test. I have passed the driving test. I got my license about a week after the test. Recently, I got the result of the guitar test too. I passed, with a low rank. I scored 106/150. I didn't even got a merit or distinction. It's such a failure for me, a perfectionist. Honestly, I have really tried my best performing those scales and pieces but I have done some silly mistakes by pressing on the wrong notes. My side reading is just too bad. I don't know why, I know the notes, but my brain interpret wrongly causing me to press the wrong notes, which results in a potent low mark for this section. I was frustrated, seriously. The moment I stepped out of the examination room, I knew for sure (a trillion times) that I was not going to get a good result. Nevertheless, I passed. It's what all matters now.

And about the monthly test, I excelled in minor subjects, which was Additional Mathematics and Mathematics. Humph, my dream was to become a psychologist, but after what the so called teachers' advice given to me, the dream started to shatter into pieces, for it is unrealistic to be happening in Malaysia, which people don't go to a psychologist when they are mentally sick or fed up. To sum up, psychologist is not popular here. They say it is different if I was to work in foreign country like America , US etc. My interest in psychologist starts to cease. By the way, I'm pretty interested in Maths and Science, so perhaps I can deepen my knowledge in these subjects and choose an occupation which I like. When I am more capable, I can still pursue my dream. That's the deal that I have promised myself. My parents will definitely support me full-heartedly because they merely want me to be happy. Doubtlessly, I have always wanted to study in foreign country, I want to grant myself a brighter future and a felicitous life. But without scholarships, this is not going to happen. Study in Malaysia is a desirable choice too, I just want to leave my hometown and come back with a better life for my parents. I can see that they try to satisfy my requirements whenever they are capable of, and I'm going to do that too when they grow old. 😘

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