Wonder.

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Fragility

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

And so I survived the second assessment. Frankly speaking, never have I had the feeling of dread, but this time I did. Merely because of the second assessment, and never have I been so confident too, which the confidence was then defeated by tensions. People often expect more than I could bear to perform, they be like - thinking I should excel in studies. Their hopes make me tense. I feel that I can't afford to err. People judge, but I don't like judge. Mostly I study and judge. It's important to study one's personality before you judge him/her.

They questioned me what do I usually do at home ? Read and study ? I do, sometimes. Some don't believe that I watch movies or TV programs. I play games and I listen to music. I'm just a typical school girl. However, I don't like the feeling of being categorised and labelled.

People also think that I'm quiet. Okay, I am not. It's just because I don't talk, doesn't mean that I don't want to talk. It depends on who you are and how successful you are in confiding me. In my life, I can hardly find an ardent listener. Because people listen and spread rumours. I can trust no one at times. I even hope that I can duplicate myself for a clone. Another me would probably be reliable.

It takes years to build up the trust but a few seconds to shatter it. I would build one, which is shatterproof.

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