Wonder.

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Alien

Sunday, March 23, 2014

I got dumped. This is what I feel every day, which is also the epic fail in my life. It's as if I have neither everything in the world. I feel sorry looking at someone who is alone and I guess these are the expression of others when looking at me (?) Mostly I feel alienated or more approximately I am alienated. I become that kind of person who people call 'beh join'. I shed tears easily. Because I speak the wrong word I quieten myself and observe. I can't go crazy like they do, I don't like to either. I would love myself to be more rational and thinkable.
I'm glad I'm leaving soon, after all these years. I'm way too sensitive to spot anything and the feeling haunts me. I feel pretty terrible, living in a world full of camouflage. I meet people who don't like their friends and gossip about their friends at the back. Certainly, I will undergo split personality soon. Knowing too much isn't that good, or vice versa isn't good as well. I'm having contradiction because of these things.
When holiday comes, I over-think. Shoot me.

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