Fighting
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Once upon a time. It's been a fortnight since my last update. I knew I promised to update more often, but yeah I failed my attempts. My schedule on the past few weeks wasn't packed but I just didn't even bother to update my blog. B'cause I have a thought : Even though I do not update my blog, nobody would bother.
I have a terrible day, my brother doesn't speak a word to me at all. Guess he is still angry at me. Sometime, I loathe him, I wonder why couldn't he be a good brother, why couldn't he behave nice ? I also want to love him. Despite my attempt to create a harmony family, I feel that my family members just simply don't understand me. My existence is torturing me. I wanna break free. I find myself disgusting for having a thought like this.
Yet, examination is round the corner. I'm not fully-prepared
at all. I tried to understand what my History teacher is talking about during her lesson. Nevertheless, History is about facts which need to be memorize in order to answer those questions. I don't manage to catch what she's teaching all this way. I'm on my own then. Nobody will help you. Realization hits me. Rely only on yourself. Fight for my own.
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