Fighting
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
     Once upon a time.  It's been a fortnight since my last update.  I knew I promised to update more often, but yeah I failed my attempts.  My schedule on the past few weeks wasn't packed but I just didn't even bother to update my blog.  B'cause I have a thought : Even though I do not update my blog, nobody would bother.  
I have a terrible day, my brother doesn't speak a word to me at all.  Guess he is still angry at me.  Sometime, I loathe him, I wonder why couldn't he be a good brother, why couldn't he behave nice ?  I also want to love him.  Despite my attempt to create a harmony family, I feel that my family members just simply don't understand me.  My existence is torturing me.  I wanna break free.  I find myself disgusting for having a thought like this.  
Yet, examination is round the corner.  I'm not fully-prepared 
at all.  I tried to understand what my History teacher is talking about during her lesson.  Nevertheless, History is about facts which need to be memorize in order to answer those questions.  I don't manage to catch what she's teaching all this way.  I'm on my own then.  Nobody will help you.  Realization hits me.  Rely only on yourself.  Fight for my own. 
 
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