Frankly speaking, to put it into words, I have had a great time celebrating the Chinese New Year with my family and relatives.  It's heart-warming but the feeling fades compare to last year, I feel like we are all apart. We are placed together with a border between, camouflage ourselves.  I just don't like this.  Unfriendliness greets me but I try to smile facing'em.  I find myself rude that I should have greeted everyone, which I didn't.

And yeah, I consider myself to consume more fats instead of carbohydrate due to my under-weight problem.  No matter how much I eat, my weight remain the same since last year, or maybe drop a little bit.  Majority envy those people who don't gain weight though they consume much.  When I come to think of it, do yo ever think of vice versa, that they are jealous of you who are normal ? I wish I'm more muscular.  Work out, maybe ?  Fine, forget about it, I talk about these to lengthen my post.  

Guess I'll be off now, adios *