Let it be.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
     How's life ? No doubt it's going on silently.  I realize that 
blogging has been 
part and parcel of my daily lifestyle.  Not daily actually, lol.  I investigate, learn, carry out, try profusely and eventually manage to have my own hand-coding-layout.  It has been a long journey I suppose.  Not to mention ripping and stealing ideas of other people.  That's my beginning.  But now I have my own imaginations, ideas, opinions, I try not to rely on others to make something, not that I want to be independent.  I just don't like the feeling to count on people, some sorts like I owe them something.  
Besides, I discovered something these days, my friends and cousins have the thinking that I am a petulant person, dare not to 
irritate me.  Yes, I 
was, 
I am not right now.  You know, people do change in a jiffy some time, I tried to change myself, to become the patient one.  I manage somehow, 
slightly.  But I'm so helpless that I couldn't change the thinking of other people.  They set their mind that "SHE IS THIS KIND OF PERSON, TOUCHY & FRACTIOUS ETC...".  I'm so weary, so lethargic, so exhausted of this kind of thinking, the feeling that I endured.  I know I couldn't change their mind, what I can do is to be on my own, own up everything, not-to-care their words.  Do my best and 
let it be.  
很多时候,我都想跳出别人设下的框框。最终,我学会活在当下,就做我自己,别人不喜欢也没关系。因为,我活着不是为了取悦你/
 
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