Let it be.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
How's life ? No doubt it's going on silently. I realize that
blogging has been
part and parcel of my daily lifestyle. Not daily actually, lol. I investigate, learn, carry out, try profusely and eventually manage to have my own hand-coding-layout. It has been a long journey I suppose. Not to mention ripping and stealing ideas of other people. That's my beginning. But now I have my own imaginations, ideas, opinions, I try not to rely on others to make something, not that I want to be independent. I just don't like the feeling to count on people, some sorts like I owe them something.
Besides, I discovered something these days, my friends and cousins have the thinking that I am a petulant person, dare not to
irritate me. Yes, I
was,
I am not right now. You know, people do change in a jiffy some time, I tried to change myself, to become the patient one. I manage somehow,
slightly. But I'm so helpless that I couldn't change the thinking of other people. They set their mind that "SHE IS THIS KIND OF PERSON, TOUCHY & FRACTIOUS ETC...". I'm so weary, so lethargic, so exhausted of this kind of thinking, the feeling that I endured. I know I couldn't change their mind, what I can do is to be on my own, own up everything, not-to-care their words. Do my best and
let it be.
很多时候,我都想跳出别人设下的框框。最终,我学会活在当下,就做我自己,别人不喜欢也没关系。因为,我活着不是为了取悦你/
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