The-needle-drops-quietness
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Happy Teacher's Day !
On the lesson this morning, I have no idea what's going wrong with myself. I don't feel like talking much. I hate the noise and irritating sounds not to mention the voice lingering around my ears, vibrating my eardrums and stimulating my brain. I'm kind of
fed up, with the repetitions of life. I feel it's disgusting when I heard
them asking myriad of questions, which is
easy-peasy. Because for me, it literally seems like asking with purpose. I don't know what's wrong with me, I can't help myself to find the answer. Yet, I remain quiet during the lesson, by now and then until the right time for me to speak, or talk with my friends around. Yeah ? Kind of weird right.
Besides, recently I have been picking up the
ability -
to learn not to care about, I knew it sounds tough and it is. Learning not to care about for my own sake as I always believe excessive caring will lead to wound and trauma. Hysterical. Hence, I just don't want to care more about others' affairs, let me be a little bit
selfish on my own. I would be glad if you let me on my own.
I realize life isn't always beautiful. I have no doubt to smile and face my life optimistically. Because the flaws of my life forms the beauty of my life in future. If there aren't any challenges, there isn't any victory or even failure. Learn to get up from your fall. And you will realize you have so much more to see than squatting in the
hole-of-failure. Believe me, life is mystery and full of joy.
Bye for now, gonna off for dinner, au revoiur.
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