Cracked.
Friday, April 27, 2012
     Booo guys, I'm back ! The mid-term exam is really driving me crazy.  But I didn't burn the midnight oil every night.  Just you know, full-used my time with revision.  To be frank, I don't like exam.  Because when I've done the paper, the exact time wasn't up.  And this was what which tearing me apart, bored me to tears.  Waiting is torturing and it's always killing my patience.  Day by day, second to second.
Besides that, I've got a few of the result, it's satisfy.  I'm contented with my efforts paid, at least they hadn't been such a waste.  And for those, who didn't get good results, cheer up and be happy, try again next time, it's not the exact PMR yet, it's just a trial :)
Aside from the exam, there's something, someone which is torturing me.  Something, someone which I cared much for, and I'm getting hurt from that.  Yours-not-replies is smashing my heart, and it's almost broken right now.  I don't know that this brutal could you be, I don't know what it means by 
forever.  Because I've never believe in the word '
forever' as it doesn't exist in this world nowadays.  For me, death is what which lasts for 
forever.  And yes, of course you'll say that I'm kind of passive.  I just believe in what I should believed.  And after that you made both of us the 
promise-breakers, which I used to hate most, and I do now.
I think it's gonna be the end, an 
imperfect, sorrowful ending.  You are the one who started to play the role in my life, and now you're the one who are tired of it and you got fed up and you're leaving alone.  I don't wanna say much.  Just let the wind heal my wound, and let the time fade my scar.  Let me do this all alone.
I learned something from you.  You let me know how someone changes just because another person, affairs, words etcetera.  You share your optimistic.  But it's now over.  Bless you, with the name of 
God.  Hope you're doing fine in the rest of your life, je vous aime.
It's all for today, I don't know what I'm typing, my English is literally broken, so do my heart.
 
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