The tears I drop in silence.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
      Yes
Yes, no school for today due to the replacement of 1 Malaysia Sport Activities.  Well, I can feel the hotness of the damn weather surrounds me now, and the boredom is tearing me apart.  So I'm here, to post about something.
As you know, I 
QUIT facebook yesterday, I suppose I won't be back to facebook anymore.  My fb account is 
officially deserted since NOW !  In fact I want myself to pay more attention in my studies as I'm extremely 
disappointed because of my result.  & I cried.
Dear beloved friends,
I cried  & it's not because of the Geography super sucks scores, perhaps the scores is part of it.  I feel so stressed, not from anyone, either family members or friends but myself.  Honestly, I don't find myself excel in this monthly examination.  I yearns for perfect, you knew it.  Insane.  Perhaps.  Hahas.  I'm very disappoint indeed for all the results I got now.  I knew I've never been satisfy.  When I got Bs, I seriously wanna As.  But when I got As, I want extra-excellent result.  This is me.  The way I tend to be.  Mentality metamorphosis ?  Fine, maybe. 
Okay, stuff I cared the most, Chinese - 84% , Geography - 83% , Malay - 77.5% , Life Skills - 90%.  That's all.  I deserved it b'cause I don't put enough effort in them, 
especially the 
Malay subject.  LOL. #Exam is not yet gone, the History subject, 
oh goodness.  我总是假装得很快乐,其实并不然/
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