Please don't leave my alone anymore, I'm scared
Saturday, April 23, 2011
I need a long
BREAK man. I've been exhausted since there's a couple of things happened these few days. Oh my freaking gawd, I really do hope I could stand some more for your sake. You drove me crazy due to the silly actions and decision you made. I know you're regret, I know you know.
Listen here, I won't put the blame on you as you have your freedom. I know it's an unacceptable news for you, awful would be a suitable adjective for it. My whole brain was totally
blank by the time, the only thing I did is : begging you. Unfortunately, I-h-a-v-e-n-e-v-e-r-b-e-e-n-s-u-c-c-e-s-s-f-u-l-b-e-f-o-r-e.
Cried. As a result,
cry does make any sense since that.
And I just realised : Suffering isn't optional for you after all those. Because it's inevitable, you do have only a choice : Not to have any choice.
If only like that ( I mean the decision you made ) would be the best way to extricate, I won't be blassing you anymore, nor God. Is it the awesome way to feel relief ? I don't think so, what ever pops out in my mind was : It suffered pretty much, pain, of course.
I do need some time to clear my mind, seems too much things occurred which was tiring.
Take a deep deep breathe, I'd set my mind free :D
P/S : I'm sorry for the readers who read this post, there's too much "bird-talking" inside it :P
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