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Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Well, yesterday morning my mood was damn good, laugh like crazy. But when the last three period, he was like mecok and so with my mood was down. He mecok without any reason, oh my, I hate this type of people, they thought it was fun to bluff people. It's not funny at all. If you wanna play, well, I'll play with you, as long as you can, although you was just kidding.
Tearsdrop /:
And I'm not that worse okay? I'm not as worse as you said. I didn't mean to end a friendship, and I never mean to. You misunderstanded me. I hate people who misunderstanding me. There's an end if there's a beginning. This words isn't that I wanna say to you please. I didn't mean it !
Awwwwww. I messed it all. These few days happened those fxcking things fuxk me out. Pissed off. Let me alone.
I'm addicted with those bad words. I'm confused. I'm insaned.
Behind the camouflage of the strong was the loss of love. Too many pretend let me chose to escape, not to dare myself to face it. I don't have the courage... God, help me please. I don't want to pretend anymore. Sick and tired.
I was smiling but inside I was dying. My smile is fake, and it's fading. Oh, whatever. My heart is sinking.
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